ok ive gone like way too long without making an entry so now ive forgotten all the crap that has happened .. ok ill start on friday.. let's see i went to school ( to teach) and ummm i had to go to the park with the older class ( 5 year olds) but that's ok because i like the teachers in that class... they're cool... ummm and then i picked up the kid.. and he took a nap and ummm nothing eventful happened.. but then we had to go grocery shopping and everything was going great until i realized that i had to buy "ground beef" now let's get one thing straight... im not a vegetarian.. i eat  a lot of meat substitutes and a lot, mainly because i like the way they taste.. and if i prefer something that tastes like meat ill eat that rather than meat... umm what else... i dont eat pork.. i dont eat veal... umm so at the beginning of the summer when i was home my parents would make steak or something and i would eat it and then feel sick... so i was like umm this sucks.. so i stopped eating very much red meat, because it was making me sick, so then i came to DC and the people that i live with dont really eat much meat which is cool with me because neither do i... so the other day they called me and told me to make tacos for dinner... and to cook some hamburger... i threw up.. like i literally threw up.. i had to touch this like bright red meat.. and it made me sick the smell.. and the thought that i would be potentially ingesting it later uhhh.. so i'm thinking to myself, that im a weirdo! all of a sudden my body is revolting against eating meat for no apparent reason lol... so then back to the grocery store .. i had to go donw the meat isle and everything was so fucking red and gory looking .. i got really sick to my stomach and it completley ruined my day... so apparently my body has decided for me that i will be vegetarian lol.. which is cool with me i guess ... i mean my parents and family and crap are cool with it since my sis has been veggie for like 9 years... it's not a big deal, i just think it's really random that i cant eat meat anymore.. chicken doesnt really bother me as long as i dont see it being cooked or before it's cooked...so then the kid and i come back to the house to put the grocery's away..and he starts freaking out and throwing a tantrum because he wants his parents to be home... so i go out to the car to get some bags and the little fucker locks the glass door... so im fucking locked out of the house and completely freaking out that he is going to die and it will be all my fault... so we establish that he cant unlock the door... so i ask him to go see if he can open the window which involves me climbing through a fucking bush.. but he cant.. and then when i was in the bush these bugs attacked my ankles and they were ( and still are) the itchiest things ever.. my ankles are still swollen and itchy like crazy...  so the dad comes home to unlock the door because luckily my cell phone was in the car and i could call him... and the only thing he says to the kid ( who is ecstatic because he won, he got his dad to come home and he figured out how to make me go away ) is " ooo aren't you smart to figure out how to lock the door" WHAT THE FUCK... hes not smart hes a little bastard plus the kid could of died or something being all by himself.... at least tell him he shouldnt do it again... so then it's friday night.. so i go to dupont circle.. to the park and chill and read my book.. and people watch... which is my favorite hobby ... and the Green Party was having an open mic in the park.. with speakers and dj's and crap which was awesome.. good music, good political conversations, and then around like 9 or 10 everyone just started dancing to the music ... it just turned into this huge party.. and there were breakdancers which make me soooo happy lol... so then i went to go see the movie Camp.. which was funny, bad acting, great singing... and very very funny....ooo and while i was at the park this like 35 year old guy was sitting next to me and all of a sudden he starts talking to me.. so i play along and im talking to him ( but all along im thinking to myself to stay on top of things lol) so we talk about random crap for a couple of minutes and then he goes " so can i take you out for a couple of drinks some time" all smiley and creepy.... and im like uh oh so i think fast and i say " umm im gay, does that change your mind" and he's all like " umm well how about a three some i know some girls" and im like " well ok but you wont be getting any action" so he gets discouraged and then he goes " well you know im really good at eating pussy, i love to eat pussy, lesbians say im better than a girl" and im like oh great here we go so i politely say no thank you... so he says " well you've got really nice titties you shouldnt have any problem picking up a girl" and i was like " umm thanks for the compliment" all smiley and cute like... so i said goodbye to Robert the pervert and went to the movies by myself lol... pervertless and girl-less lol lol.....what a funny night.. so then on saturday umm i dont think i did much... nope i went shopping a little and ummm read and watched tv.. not much else... and then today i went to the holocaust museum.. which i completely couldnt handle.. it was just too much for me... i broke down when i got to the room that is just filled with all the shoes... i started to cry and hyperventilate a little... im such a pussy.. but i dont know... at one point you are walking along this stone path.. and the stones are actual stones from a street where so many people were just murdered!it's so fucking intense.. my sister warned me not to go alone.. she told me that when she went she freaked out too,that afterwards she had to go like sit in a park for an hour and just calm down... but what did i do afterwards? i smoked like a chimney and i went to the georgetown flea market WOOT! its so fucking great i love it.. so i found the most GORGEOUS bracelets known to man kind... the mod-est things ever.. im not gonna be able to describe them very well but whatever take my words for it... one of them is yellow and white and it has a hinge that joins the yellow and the white parts together... and it wraps around your wrist like two petals of a flower.. so cool.. and the other are huge opaque white beads... and on the ends of the bracelet are these awesome little crowns that fit over the ends of the beads with fake crystals all over eeeee so cute.. i will be the bell of the Mod ball hehehe.. so i was like how much do you want for these two and she goes " 20$ each" and im like hahah NO! do you think im stupid.... i mean yes they are vintage but, still im not stupid i know what im doing at things like this .. ive been going to auctions and flea markets my whole life i  know what things are worth... much more so than the normal 19 year-old.. thanks mamaw lol ... so i was like umm no thank you and pretened to walk away.. and she was all like " oh well umm i guess i could do 20$ for both" and im like " oh sorry i dont think so" and so she gets all mad and says " well ill give you both for 15" and so then i pull my little trick... i open my wallet and im like " oh ok here you go.." and then i look all shocked and sad  and im like " oh no i only have 10$ and i want these so badly" so she lets me have them both for 10$ hehehe im a genius.. and that kids is why you hide all but 10$ of your money in your purse and not in your wallet.. heeheh im such a bitch lol.. so then i came back here and i talked to matt for a while which made me happy because i have been leaving him messages all week about how shady he is that he hasnt called me all week.... i even left one that had to do with the fact that i hoped evil space weasels had abducted him lol.. but i turns out he was in st. thomas all week with his family.... lol i forgot he was going.. so we talked about his trip.. i miss his parents.. his mom decided to get her belly button pierced lol and his dad bought her a huge 1 carat diamond to put in it lol! he said she looks like a rap star lol.. so funny... so we decided that i wouldnt come spend the weekend with him next weekend.. or this coming weekend i mean.. because he has to work on sat. but i doesnt matter because school starts on the 31st so ill be in NYC all the time to see him YAY.. i miss school and being in NY soooo much... so then we talked about x-mas break... im either going to bermuda with the parents , going to san francisco to spent a couple weeks with my sis, or going on a cruise of the virgen islands with matt and his family.. i vote for cruise!!!! lol, ive been trying to get matt to take a cruise with me forever lol... but he never wants to go. but they arent sure if they're gonna go or not because they might go to jersey and do the family thing.. and if that's the case then ill just go back to school like a week early and stay in brooklyn with matt until school starts YAY because god knows i cant spend a month at home.. without him, since everyone has a much shorter break than my school or matt's school... so lauren and everyone will have gone back to school and i will be all alone.. sniffle ok im done, im gonna go watch my new obsession: the issac mizrahi show and the game show network !!!